Friday, February 25, 2011
So it began snowing Tuesday night and when I awoke Wednesday morning I had no idea what was in store for me! My hubbie called to say not to travel into work as the roads were terrible, and my boss also said to take a snow day...so what is a girl to do but to take a snow day?!
Who did I message first? You got it...my FG! I dropped my daughter off then we got on the phone...workout first then breakie? Breakie! Off we went to our fav breakfast spot where there is a breakfast bar; we sat with one stool between us (so romantic! heh we live in a smaller town, one has to be careful you know, plus he knew the owner). Anyway, it was almost like sharing a meal together...while we were there we joked about renting a room from Kat. I then messaged her and she said "sure come over...I am off for a nap!" (she is so accommodating...along with leaving out some towels and condoms!). So after breakie we drove over to Kat's place and got busy, it was so wonderful. What made it even more wonderful was that it was so unplanned.
I love being with him, he enjoys every inch of my body and he takes full control. All of the issues we had in the past are gone now and sex has completely intensified. He loves taking his time with me, he removed my clothing and laid me down onto the bed, slowly kissing down my body and down between my legs, where he looked up at me while was thorough enjoying me. I didn't cum but was darn close when he came back up, I pulled him up so I could take him into my mouth. Next he was pulling me up onto my feet and turning us towards the mirror where he pulled back on my hair worked over my body, kissing my neck, touching my clit and then slowly sliding his cock in from behind, watching me move and twist in pleasure in the mirror, I only peeked. Next he moved me back towards the bed and slightly bent me over so he could move right inside of me...nothing better than that feeling of his cock moving in and out of me, feeling the full length of his shaft, the feelings and orgasm building inside of me was incredible. After we came we just collapsed on the bed with him on top of me, just breathing heavy together and holding each other's hands. We moved under the covers and just lay together holding each other, touching each other (my hand lightly stroking the boys...which he loved). I love just watching him when his eyes are closed, he looks so content and handsome to me.
Well time started to get away from us of course, but before we climbed out of bed, I pulled him on top of me for a cuddle (he said this is not a cuddle...and he was right), next thing I know we are kissing passionately and he begins to harden and slip inside of me again, we slowly begin to make love, just moving ever so gently and then...."HELLO...YOU GUYS...CAN FG move his vehicle..." It was Kat, she had to head out...UGGGHHHHHH...well it was good while it lasted!
So we got dressed and then headed off to the gym together...it was like we were a couple...and we finished off in the hot tub, touching hands underneath the water (so romantic, I know ha ha).
And that was it...a chunk of unplanned naked time with my lover...who could ask for more! But once again, after sharing "almost normal" time together, it makes it so much harder to go home and carry on with our days and our lives with our spouses, when we know we want to go home and do all those day to day things with each other.
I don't think a day goes by that I am not thinking about being with FG, and would it work in "real life" and can I walk away from my life with my husband etc etc...I am wishing for a day when it all becomes clear as to what to do and how to move forward! With or without him...AND WITHOUT OTHER MEN...see my P.S. below!!!!
P.S. Big called again yesterday as I was on my way to the pool, he was at the airport and wanted to know if I would come by to makeout...well I was half way there...what did I do? Dang...I went to makeout! I know I know you ask how do post as I do above, and then go meet some other guy? Please someone tell me why?! I am doing it for them, and for my ego I suppose. I am definitely not attracted to Big like I once was. I guess I am just surprised that he still desires me and wants me, it's also a curiosity thing. He was so excited to see me and so turned on by me, it was crazy...of course I had to pretend to be as equally turned on. I almost felt like I was in the driver's seat! (which never was the case in the past with Big). I swear sometimes I am schizophrenic or split personality...I guess it is like how things were with my husband when I believed I loved him , but still had sex with other men...and now I love FG but still seem to want to be physical with other men with no emotional attachment??? I welcome any examinations of this behavior and of me! Just be gentle!